I dint like it

Blogging after a long time can get nostalgic...

I hate nostalgia, hate it. Too emotional. Rather be drunk out of my skulls and pass out than think about the past. But still I do it. I keep thinking the past and cry.

Err...why am I driving taking diversion from what I wished to speak? Dunno......Had a disgusting day and it drove me to this place now. Its quite obvious that you either cry your heart out or shout abnormally when a thing which you dint expect happen. It did happen yesterday. The words I read, came to me as arrows to stab my heart. But now I can think this...what was wrong in what he said? yeah!! I dint, but still...I should have not started the argument with a guy with 'know-it-all' attitude. Err..do I deserve to say this now? I guess I DO!! But I dont deserve the ‘something’, to speak about him or about the work he did. Who am I? Friend..! Yet, a friend with a boundary(from now??). I should have learnt this before. If I had, I would have not let my bloody mouth to let out such words...such comments. I dint comment on the sense he took...but still, I dont deserve the place or the eligibility to comment the guy being praised good at the venue where we learn...I learnt a different thing....quite personal !! LOL...:D

Well let me divert here now...:P

Sometimes, you close your eyes, take a few steps, and then open your eyes. You suddenly find that you have reached the point of no return. The only way is the road ahead. The only way is to run forward, you might not even be able to slowdown. Has the journey been good so far? You don’t know. Is the present position good? Dunno. Are you comfortable? No. For sure, no, this post wouldn’t be here otherwise.
But then what really matters is to do what you want to do. To have the balls to turn around, show the world the finger, and walk back. There are other routes, better ones. And there is always the same route back to the present position if need be, it IS there, I will make sure it is there...

Hypocrisy is a funny thing. It bothers those people the most who don’t want to be hypocrites. There are two kinds of hypocrites, and all of us fall in either of the category. Number one, people who like being hypocrites and think that’s the way ahead. The other, people who are forced to be hypocrites because there is no way ahead without being a hypocrite. I just wish I remain among the latter.
Ethical hypocrisy can be even funny. Ethics are designed to hide incapability. Ethics is what people talk about when they are incompetent in a competition driven environment. Ethics hold back innovation, creativity and enterprise.

I need a break. Short, refreshing one. To think about my love, the gift that I have got...the only person over whom I have got a big hope that my life will turn gleeful soon and will drive me to the seventh heaven!! Err...again its quite personal..!! LoL

Again...I need a break. Short, refreshing one.!!:D